Mission Impossible Was Possible Like Ever!

It was Sunday, "No school" was what I was sad about! The beep of the good morning text from her, woke me up with the shine in my eyes and the smile on my face and a tension in my head! I had to go see her mum and bro.. oh myyy Goddd! I didn't even feel like taking shower and & I have planned to go meet her mum.! *Cries In The Corner* Well.. I did talk to her about this. I said her that I don't know If I should come there!

With a laugh she said, "You can't break the promise"!

In a tensed voice! I was like, "But I don't even know, If she'll like me" *Flat face*

"Heheh.. who can hate you?" *Smiling she said*

"Nobody actually can!" -With full confidence and no fear, I said!

Damnn! she was a confidence booster for me! The day went on pretty smooth while the rough side was what I didn't wanna think about.. It was evening and I took shower only then *Grins* I didn't know what to wear, Like I had no formals except for my school uniform! & then I decided, I was wearing my jeans and the same old T-shirt with a jacket on it! Like ever, I looked sexyyy! *Self obsession* *Tongue out smiley* I then moved towards her house.. I called her, I wanted her to come receive me, I was nothing but a courier to her house, I walked like a robot.. Not knowing what to do.. All shy and no other sense of mine worked! But guess what, I found her brother there, He was like some 25 maybe, He invited me in & there stood her mother.. A REAL BEAUTIFUL INNOCENT INDIAN WOMAN will describe the whole of her, They had a big awesome house, where stayed Adeela with her mother and brother, Her father was still there in Kuwait!

"Where's Adeela?" I inquired!

"She's up in her room, shy to come down!" Her brother said..

*haha* "I thought, I was the only person who felt shy!" I exclaimed!..

"You've found a company" they said, all together!

*Were they getting me married to Adeela* was the thought striking my head! *I was like laughing out loud in my head* Adeela's mother then presented me with some cool pineapple shake, And as Adeela always said, Her mum did make it soo yummm .. Like totally out of the world! We had some soft conversations going on while Adeela stayed in her room till the end, It was late already, I then had to leave! And even before I could say that I was leaving, Mum asked me to stay up for the dinner.. I was like .. "Thank you aunty! but you know, It's late already, But I'll surely be here someday, With all the surprise, Just to have something made of your hands!" Smiling she said, "Sure.. You're welcome, Anytime!" All the good night wishes and take care stuff completed and I moved fro to my place!

*Adeela Calling* "haha.. you've got a company" she said.. "I'm in love with your mum.." I told her softly *hearts all around* "Congrats.. She's in love with you too..like I said, nobody can hate you!" she said! Smiling and the conversations end somewhere before I reach my home.. And like in the movie, The Mission Impossible was soo much possible for me! *grin*

I Was Now Sure That If Ever We Went For A Movie, I'd Spend More Time Watching Her And Not The Movie..

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Cute, Late Night Talks!

I was out of all the evil shit, out of Facebook & I had no more connection with people who ever taught me anything bad! I totally broke up with the outer world! All I kept doing was, Talking to her & Only talking to her.. those late night talks were amazing! We kept laughing and smiling under the velvet sky with a lots of twinkling stars & the beautiful Moon! That amazing piece of something everyone compares their girl to be! Was moon even worthy of getting compared to my girl? "No" My conscious screamed! "My girl is flawless!" 

Those Beautiful Late Night Talks were something I'd do anything for! Those talks where I just kept blabbering until she said,

"you're always sweet to talk to!"

& I'd just say "That's the reason you're addicted to me!"

Laughing and screaming she just said! "Hell No! Who here is addicted, wo sabko pata hai!",

Smiling I'd continue, "I wish, I was there, I'll be holding your hand watching the moon until it fades away early morning,while the sun crawls up to see you!"  

"How sweet!" was always her counter reply!

The July has now passed and August was being welcomed, hoping an awesome august, I looked forward to it! There were some relatives at home! I knew, I was not going to get any chance to talk to her! Not a single minute I was free from all of them & I had to let my cousin sleep with me in my room.. Phewwww.. I dind't want this to happen! It was late by then maybe 12 or 12:30, The night was on.. I was not getting any sleep.. I dodged out of my house.. Moved up to the terrace- After a lot of thinking, I did call her.. She received it, "Ajayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.." in her sleepy, sexy voice she murmured!

"I din't feel sleepy.." I said!

"I knew you'd call & so i had my phone in my hand and I eventually feel asleep! Rukoo..I'll just go wash my face and call you back!" smiling she continued..

*both of us smiled together"

And then she called me back.. we had all stupid funny conversations going on.. & she asked me to come home the next day to meet her mum and bro, they'd love me, she said! I was all okay with it till we both were talking and then after the long conversation, we hung the phone, and then I realized,

*What did I just promise her? to meet her mum and bro! Am I crazzy? No, I just can't! Hell.. I'm scared..* With all these thoughts I went to sleep, I had some big Mission Impossible tasks to accomplish the next day!

Every time I Looked At The Sky, I Saw 2 Stars Twinkling, Looking Carefully I Figured, It Was Your Face & Your Eyes Were The Stars!

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Dream! that started with HER & Ended with US!

I had a lot of dreams and each of them had her or say like, Every dream just kept going round and around her, She was the possibly the main character of my life at this moment! Everyday just couldn't stop itself from being better than the earlier one.. I won't say that my life was all awesome.. we did have a lots of ups and downs to go through, but holding each other through all these rough patches of life made life easier- easiest is the word!

I did imagine my life without her, an eternity with all evils ran for a fraction of second till she was again there in my head, holding my hand and WE fighting against all the evils! She, one fine beautiful morning, called me up and in that low, sweet soothing voice wished me good morning and it was all fine for me unless she said me that she was not coming to school that day!-"What will I do at school, with no ADEELA to stare at, All day!" I din't want to go to school either! *I had to go buy some books* was the reason and I stayed at home, just so I could keep talking and talking to her!

She slept off again and I had to get ready to go, buy all the books, I've lied about! *tongue out smiley* I din't have my car nor my bike and so I had to go take a bus and then a train and then again a bus to get there and  then on my way, I got a call.. It was Adeela.

"Hello" I said..

"You stupid! I knew, Tum bhi nahi jaoge!"

"Well.. thank you & I din't go cuz I didn't have any reason to.."
"heheh.. & I din't go cuz my mum had to go somewhere & I had to stay home until she's back! and Look Ajay, All that is fine but you gotta study right, to get into a good college, to get a job, TO GET ME FROM MY PARENTS!"
"Aha.. What did you just say?"
"Exactly what you heard!"

Returning back, I had some extra bucks in my pocket and then I thought of getting her something! hell no! I din't have anything in my head and with no idea , I just bought a Lip gloss, why did I? when her lips looked pretty much perfect with no special stuff on em and at the end, I called her & asked to to come out of her house.. All this stupid thing I did was, Just to see her *hearts* but she din't! she said, she'd never meet anyone unless her mum was back home & I did smile for this too..  I then placed the gloss there and moved out of there and then away, back home! she called me, "I'm gonna keep this forever, like the LITERAL FOREVER!" she said!

SHE WAS THE ONE I CAN NEVER HATE & EVEN IF I COULD-I NEVER WOULD!

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The Blanket Of Thoughts!

And now we were a bit MORE close! Time was patching up ME & HER into a simple WE.. Those long-long talks, those amazing laughing hours, and everything ever took place between Adeela & me was awesome, PERFECT is maybe the right word! Walking home with her, All her stupid dirty comments and the way she kept toddling looked cute!

My exams were on & I had my seat being allotted in the corridor, Everybody passing by could see me and what ever shit I kept writing and then there was an announcement, A call for all the Throw ball girls to come to the ground! I knew she'd come out of her class to go down to the ground, had my eyes stuck up on her classroom's door like with the same desperateness I had on the very first day! There she came.. I kept looking Up..Down..Right & Left & & everywhere else..not knowing where to look or what to do! Eeeeehhhh *grins*

With all the smile on my face she passed by me-where did she even get all this guts from?-she actually moved her kerchief on my face like it was her dupatta *Hearts Hearts & Hearts Everywhere* The AROMA from her kerchief was SEDUCTIVE, The loveliest smell ever.. she walked a 20 meters and stood there staring at me.. I remember, how I dropped a pen down and while picking it up, I turned behind and just to see her standing there and smiling like an Angel!

Walking fro to her class, Passing by me, I don't know-what came in her mind! she bent down there, showing everyone that she was there tying her shoe lace, She murmured hard enough for me to hear, "You kept talking to me all night, Now Enjoy with no answers in your sheet!" Instantly, I replied, "YOU mean more than these stupid marks to me!" She Smiled, Got up! Headed toward her class!

That evening has one of the sweetest memories of all time, Reaching home, Adeela called me and even before I could say 'hello', she started with, "Aww.. You were like, blushing and smiling like a baby.. haha!" and everything she said sounded perfect out of her lips &  it'll never get its essence though I mention em all here!

The Blanket Of Thoughts I HAVE, Will Cover YOU! Every time You Feel Low!

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Her "I LIKE YOU", was all I kept thinking about (:

We were friends and now this News was high in the air in the school where no guy was allowed to talk to any girl and this News getting high was a headache for me & moreover for Adeela too! We were free to walk nowhere, like girls teased me with her name and guys teased her with mine & she had my name to hear everywhere she kept passing by! My cheeks were red with that, "butterfly in my stomach" feeling, every time I heard someone call me with her name *Grins*! -But was it the same for her?- was the question!

'No' was the answer! I could see her anger on her face with the irritation.. God! she looked like a baby doll, her ears burning red with anger! Hahaha .. I wished to see her angry for another few minutes but I even had to stop guys from doing this nonsense! So I just went, caught up the next guy who teased her, It was Sam, in a rude voice, I just warned him, "You do it again & you're screwed!", "No.. I won't be doing it ever.." was his reply!

Pheww.. I saw SAM doing it again, couldn't stop myself from punching him on his face! like every time, Farhan stopped me! The day was over, Bell has rung, I was not walking with Adeela to her house today, I had some other work to do..

*Outside the school*
*Saw Sam standing there*

"What's your problem?" I screamed! "Do hell with your girl", he shouted back! Pushing him down, Hitting him on his face! Slapping him almost thrice, I was held by someone from behind! With the red angry face I turned back & Hell No! That was a English staff.. I, then realized, screwing him will now screw me.. haha.. Hence, Newton's 3rd law was proved correct! This freaking staff took both of us to the principal, on the way to the principal's room, Adeela saw me, held by the teacher! And today I was literally standing there like a dumb retard with no stupid lie to protect myself.. Whereas, Sam somehow manged to move out of the matter!

Ouuchh! My Princi! she always had this big long stick thing, she hit me hard like 4-5 times was the count maybe! Aaahh.. It was red.. My hand was all red with 4-5 long stupid marks! This Bitch, then said me to leave!

I possibly remember, I had 16 Missed calls and 8 texts, all of them asking if I was Okay? & where was I.. Within a second, I was there calling her back, She Picked up and in a low soft voice she asked, "Tum thik ho na?" "I Love You" Was my answer! to which she replied, "You're a nice guy Ajay! I Like You.. Don't you dare get involved in such stupid fights ever again"..

"I Married Her Heartbeats The Moment Her Dimples Showed  On Her Face, It Was On 4th July 2011"  

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You Lose TRUST - You Lose HER (:

There was not a second , I stayed up with NO ADEELA THOUGHT in my head.. This girl has concurred my world in no time! It has become something like I'd do anything to stay with this girl though I still din't have any idea of what was going through her mind! then one fine day, we were having some random talks going on and then this topic rose up.. She asked me for my past! "Did I even have one? My life probably started on 4th July, the day I saw you!" was my reply & her "eheheh" laugh was there again to mesmerize me!

Adeela still stayed up with that question & this time I had to answer it! With no lies, I told her.. told her about the stupid past I've had. I was a flirt, a stupid big-time flirt! Expecting some horrible abusive reply, I had something sweet to hear, "Tum sudhar jaoge na mere liye?" In a very sweet tone she asked! "Yes" flowed off  my lips with the thought *I'd even walk on the burning coal for you*

It was then her turn to say what her life has been until then, I already knew that some stuff could even hurt me but still I was just eager to know about it.. & she started with, "I want you to never loose trust on me" She explained how her life was, She has never been in a relation but she had a guy friend.. a best buddy kinda, there in Kuwait, Waleed was his name.. I never cared about him unless she said that Waleed fell in love with her and he was the type of guy who'd do anything to get what he liked. Not to lie but with this thing running through my head, I had that insecurity type of feeling! I still felt okay that Adeela was now here in India and I'd do anything to protect her..

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Why Not Before?!

A day passed by.. then another & the things were going Apollo mission types good... & then there was a day, Out of nowhere, the most bewildering thing happened, when she actually asked me for the God I believed in.. I was perplexed, had no clue of what to answer but to convince her, with all my endeavors and without giving her the hint of doubt that I was gonna fake it, I confidently answered that I was An atheist and never believed in God & here was Adeela, And lets face it..She has been an ardent devotee of the Godly concept. To my horror, there came a sudden backfire in a split second, "Don't you think?, There should have been someone who must have created this world, Why don't you try believing in God!". Only a believer could understand how much she cared for me!

*Maybe she wants me to follow Islam* was the thought striking and the confusion in my head! still with no serious clue, I humbly asked her to eliminate my confusion to her, "What do you mean!" Smiling & trust me, That was the most amazing smile! she stated, "I'm not asking you to be a Muslim, just a believer, Ajay!" I don't know but my conscious said that she was right, there must have been someone who has created this world! This feeling was like I was sired to Adeela, Each and everything she said sounded like it was real... I lost to her! And her last statement was "To your I LOVE YOU, There's nothing that matters but the RELIGION does.." Yes, It did so, apparently everyone will think it was a flattery, It was the truth from the bottom of my heart, She was like My SAJDA, My MANNAT, My HOPE & My DUA!

'Damn! This girl, she gets me speechless, Totally empty tongue!'-All the time.- ALl the time, I had soo many lovely thoughts running though my mind but nothing even whispered frommy lips, she got me soo awestruck, I just stood there like a 1st grade student outside the principal's office, totally numb and blown by the sheer beauty of her thoughts, trust me! It was a deadly combo, looks and thoughts in honey sweet voice... Woaaahh. I was bowled !

*Sighs* "Hey.. My grand-mum's  coming.. I got to go, Bye!"was all i could say and I hung the phone though there was no one coming! but I obviously needed some time to think about it. How can I tell her that its gonna be HER, The only GOD I'll ever be able to believe in!  I had to lie, I had to convince myself  before the reply came out of my vocal cords, I had to weigh my words I had a feeling. Every word counts, all my desires for here were nothing if I didn't communicate properly, Yes! I was in fear, and I could do anything to keep her convinced!

And at that moment, all that ever mattered was ADEELA , and as I've never believed in any religion! I called her back & with all my heart I said her.. said her that I'm doing anything to get her. *Insanity at its peak* It was not even a month like since I started talking to her but yes, why wasn't it even a month? why not a year? why not a decade?!, WHY DID I NOT MEET HER EARLIER!? & Now she was literally the girl who made me believe that god really existed! Yes My Allah, My Jesus, My Buddha, My Sai Baba, Everything was her, I could start off a whole new country in her name, where she'll be worshiped, she was my lord, my God, She was my Adeela!

& Now she was literally the girl who made me believe that God really existed! Yes My Allah, My Jesus, My Buddha, My Sai Baba, Everything was her, I could start off a whole new country in her name, where she'll be worshiped, she was my lord, my God, She was my Adeela!

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The Path From Her Head To Her Heart!

She was Adeela Abdul, born in Chennai, Brought up in Kuwait.. Completing her 10th, She came back here to Chennai to finish off her rest of the schooling or maybe to get me die drowning in her eyes! That evening, I couldn't keep myself from speaking out that I had some big freaking serious crush on her like since the very first day I saw her and she never let this topic run for even 1 more minute by changing the topic to why did I give her my number inside a 10 Rs. note & then I was there explaining how stupid our school was!. *pheww*

Her laugh again mesmerized me & I then said "Shhh..I Love You"! She never said a word about this thing too..I was totally confused of what to do and what not to! This was for the first time I was soo much speechless with nothing left to say. Then with some casual chatting, We decided that I'd walk with her to her house every evening after school and then with a final Good Night message she slept off While I stayed up awake thinking of the last time I was such a speechless dumb ass!

The new day with an awesome morning & a  good morning text from her, the feeling that I was finally in her head! It was really a big task for me to track the path from her head to her heart and stay there for the rest of my life & beyond..  It then became our daily routine to go-stand by the canteen-look at each other for the entire breaks and smile like retards! And then she'd wait outside the school's gate for me to come and then we'd walk together to her house! those walks were amazing everyday, like walking with her was always fun and making her smile and laugh was my duty & to see her smiling was the only thing which made me happy! (:

Time passed by like the play sand flowing off the hands.. so smooth so fast--every time I was with her... The entire path seemed too short walking with her, her hair were awesome enough for me to build my house in them & stay there forever.

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Her Name Was A Tongue Twister For Me!

And then i walked to the class with a big smile and a horrible tension stuck in the head!. Reaching the class, I just moved my hand over my face and I remember how I found a wish on my cheek & then how lucky I felt finding that wish & all I wished for was "She must text me in the evening…" The school ended and coming out of my class I saw her in the ground & that's when i figured out that she was in the school's throw ball team (:

And like nobody could have ever imagined she waved her hand towards me <3 and that's when my heart screamed, YEAH! I LOVE YOU..! Waving back at her I smiled (:

SHE WAS THE DREAM I WISHED TO DREAM EVERY NIGHT AND THE REALITY I'D GET FLATTERED OVER EVERY MORNING <3

Getting down moving towards the gate, I met her and Whispered in her ears, "Call me only after 6".. Reached home and with my phone, headed to the terrace! It was just 5 by then.. And then i was like cursing myself of why did I ask her to call me after 6.. That one hour for me was like more than a million years but WAITING was the only thing i could do!

And maybe even she was waiting for the clock to strike 6 & it wasn't even 6:01 that i had a new text & yes! It was her! I was on cloud nine.. & to be honest, the first thing i told her was, "Damn.. you look amazing baby doll.. my eyes were stuck on you like forever the first time I saw you!" 

I used to be a big time flirt, it wasn't a big freaking task for me to get a girl once she starts talking to me..but this girl was entirely different! none of my flirty lines worked on her.. like i seriously was not able to even talk to her, And so I asked for an introduction! And then she said, her name was "ADEELA" ! owwh... It was like ALEEDA for me, for quiet a few days I was not even able to pronounce her name properly *Tongue Out Smiley* 

The same evening, I called her, and I was like "ALEEDA right?", We laughed & laughed till our stomachs ached! Her laugh, the most awesome "eheheh" thing, I'd give my life for.. Her voice was soo soft, too clear like the breeze touching your soul.

She Was The Complete Piece Of Everything I've Ever Desired.

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"God! She's soo amazing!"

The time somehow how passed by, Thinking & Dreaming About Her.. An awesome evening on the terrace with my ear phones plugged in with the most romantic playlist on and guess what? she kept running through my head like her legs never pained! and then ..

THE MOON AGAIN CRAWLED UP ON THE SKY TO HAVE GLIMPSE OF HER.

"God! She's soo amazing!" Was the first thought I got when I woke up the next morning .. hurried to school.. stayed there waiting for her.!. but why was that? I never found her anywhere. With a big long face I went there to my class.. was irritated with all the stupid stuff the teachers taught. Well.. then I all I had to do was wait for the next day.

07.07.2011- The number 7 stands for PERFECTION & so the day was .. It was actually the best day of my life like the Early morning staring at her pretty face & then having a chance to keep looking at her till she enters her class.. WooooooooW ... the girl whose name was still unknown to me was the best part of my life *sigh* .. Sitting bored at class, I again wrote my number on a piece of paper rolled it, covered it or you can say just hid it inside a Ten Rupees note.

Went there by the canteen side .. saw her standing there and I just stood there breathing harder so I just don't get nervous! Went to her, with some guts & Shitt! what did i just do ?!? I asked her to call some Anusha from her class..Why did i even do that? *face-palm* Maybe THE HARD BREATHING SESSION never worked. *tongue out smiley* & she just gave me a weird smile saying "Okay.. I'll do it!" *Grins* How can she? When there was no such girl in her class.. Aah .. I hurried to my class before she could come and slap me on my face with a big chair..

I had one more chance in the One more break we had.. This time, I did it.. Yeah! *Proud Feeling* I did give her the piece of paper and I was still worried.. WILL SHE EVEN CALL ME (or) WILL SHE KILL ME FOR THIS? 

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"EYE spoke to HEART" - "I spoke to HER"

It was then the next day. I woke up early, that pleasant morning was probably for the first time I woke up when I really wanted to attend the school not to forget mentioning, "TO SEE HER"! *sighs* Maybe it was my good luck you can say .. I got to see her there entering the school gate, what could be more amazing than I & HER walking, taking the same short foot steps being aside with nobody actually having an idea what I really wanted was to walk with her HAND IN HAND (:

Pretty amazingly the time passed by when i was at my class trying to figure out a way by which i could go talk to her.. owwh .. i just forgot mentioning a very stupid part of my school, NO GUY WAS EVER ALLOWED TO TALK TO ANY OF THE GIRLS IN HERE.. Phew.. horribly, My heart ached!

The day anyhow passed by and it was the Parents-Teachers Meet we had in the evening .. Hahah .. my stupid brain had some hilarious plan running through it, I wrote my phone number on a piece of paper & searched for her like everywhere but couldn't find her anywhere and there i found her friend standing in the middle of nowhere probably waiting for her father to come and pick her up, I called up a little kid and handed him that 'lil piece of paper asking him to please go, give it to the girl telling her to give it to the pretty girl who walked with her in every break to the canteen and fro.. and to my favor the kid did it (: I tell you, kids are always amazing.. *grins*.

Then as my second thought was that this girl would never give the paper to my crush & this is what happened.. she flushed the paper never telling about it to her & then like my day started looking at her glorious face, it ended the same way when I saw her walk with her daddy, My lips actually rose up showing a big smile on my face.. she smiled back again.. 
I wanted to scream that her eyes spoke the same what my heart was speaking for the pas 2 days.. SHE MISSED ME TOO, I guess! *eheheh*

I WANTED TO KISS AND LICK ALL THE WORDS HER EYES SPOKE & HER LIPS KEPT THEM AS A SECRET <3

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Her Smile- The Only God I Believed In!

Aah.. it was that day at school.. 4th of July 2011, You can say, Amazing it was,the 4th day of me in my class 12th! like everyday me and my best buddy[Farhan] were out checking the junior girls *Tongue out smiley* & I saw her, she wasn't too beautiful but trust me, my eyes were stuck on her like she was the only one out there & all Farhan said was. "Bro, Lost or what?" And I screamed "you serious, you're not looking at her?!" "No brother! look, the girl walking with her is hawt!" said Farhan, "Phew.." Was the only thing I could do at that moment (:

And we then went back to our classes, It was her eyes making me believe that GOD REALLY EXISTED. Her SMILE was one of its kind! She had some kind of pearly gloss which never allowed me to look at anyone else but she herself took away all my attention. I was waiting for the other break like too desperately & then we had it!

My eyes were stuck on her classroom's exit door, Owwww my myyyy.. There she is.. She Looked like a baby doll walking like she never cared what the world has to do.. Her head totally down towards the ground.. I Guess, She had an idea like I was trying to be her friend or something and maybe that's the reason, I looked at HER, SHE looked at ME & WE SMILED and at that moment all I hated was the irritating sound of the bell which simply meant that I could see her only on the next day but I still had a reason to smile all day long,"HER SMILE" :')

Her Smile Was The Only God I Believed In.

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