Her face the sky & her eyes the stars!

She wasn't here, Neither was I! I was lost, Like a drunk retard, I had nothing to do but to just sit and wait for her to be back.. Reaching Kuwait, the first thing she did was text me that she's there, Missing me! I had no words to tell her how much I missed her, How I felt with no Adeela around! I wanted her to be near me, talk to me and never away this way, EVER!

The whole day passed with no smile on my face, No blush on my cheeks, No happiness probably! I had no one to tell about my day, No one was there to hear all my stupid talks! No one to stop me from doing stupid stuffs! It was night and helping my grand mum cook some dinner & then I went to sleep early! Not having anything left to do! I wanted her to get by my side where I hold her and never let her go..

The morning was beautiful, I had a text from her, She was back.. With all the missed you a lot and loads of love texts, She made my day.. Not telling her how much I missed her, I continued the conversations.. there was no reply, She was asleep! She din't come to school that day! The day was cloudy & probably the sun was sad too.. The school was over and I took no time reaching home! I had a lot of texts from her.. Called her and she received..

"Ajayyyyyyyyy.. Mera Ajayyy!" She exclaimed..

"Adeela, Stupid Adeela!" I said..

She was like "Hein?!?" In a doubtful tone..

"haan.. Where were you all day? Mrs. Ajay!"

With that *You hear it once and you won't forget it your whole lifetime* kind of smile she said! "Tumhare pass!"

"hehheheh, shut up! I missed you!" I said..

"I wanted you to miss me!" She said in a real lovey-dovey tone she said..

The conversations went on a little bit fine and the she had to say something to me, she said, she'd say it later.. I still insisted her to tell me everything she wanted to say.!.. and then she started, she said, "I know you're in love with me & so you have to know somethings about me! I'm not yet in love with you but possibly I'll fall in love.. love to the deepest extent with you & so I want you to know somethings about me, The level of sugar in my body Is high since my birth and I have not said this to anyone but doctors say I can never have babies!" I kept listening quietly while she continued, "I've so many flaws, Ajay!" With an "I Love YOU, Adeela!" I comforted her when her tears were dripping off her eyes slowly!

The stars were our lamps while my arms were her pillow, her heartbeat were my lullaby while my skin was the blanket she wrapped herself in! She was my Universe & I was Her's!

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Every tear had HER NAME on it!

All this time was enough for her to make a dent of her name in my heart! I din't wanna miss her for a second now and one day after school-Walking down the road with her, She said that she had to go to Kuwait & get her visa renewed! I dint say a word against but I seriously dint want her to go, not to Kuwait at least! All the stupid way I behaved which was never how I really wanted to behave!

While I was trying to act calm there was a sudden back fire, "You don't want me to go? do you?" And with nothing left over to say, I accepted the fact.. fact that i din't want her to go.. She knew that I was afraid of loosing her! With all the words she knew she could comfort me, she tried .. tried and finally succeeded, Yes! she did let me feel alright but that is what I wanted her to believe and not what I really went through! 

Her voice never made me feel low, with all the effort, she did comfort me, not once or twice, It was for every time.. The night before she was leaving, We spoke for a really long time, It was 11 PM already and I din't wanna hang the phone, she din't either.. The talks continued and My conscious was crying .. crying the hell out of itself, screaming- "Don't go, Adeela!" She din't hear a word!

It was 12 and a new day has begun by now, the conversation was still on and then I heard her mom shouting, "Pack your stuffs, doll! We'll have to leave by 3" It was when a literal tear dropped & her heart did hear the tear dropping!

"Don't cry!", Said Adeela!

"Why would I?", I questioned!

"Don't lie!", In a real soft tone, she said.

"Don't go!", In a real harsh tone, I begged!

"I don't wanna go either but I promise, I'll be back in a blink!", She said comforting me!

"Sure! I Love You!" *Wiping my tears* I said!

"Hmm.." Was all she could say..

With all the Good Nights and stuff.. I went to sleep, I dint wanna see her go.. It was 4 In the morning, When I had my sleep broken with the beep of my phone and some texts from her!

"I'll miss you more.. more than I've ever missed anyone!" "I Love You!"*With a lot of kissiee smileys* "You're the most special to me after ALLAH, My Mom, My Dad!" "Pray & Stay Healthy, God Bless!" these texts did bring a smile on my face!

Giving me a reason to smile for the next 36 hours-in her absence, She left!

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Behind the scenes!

Life kept going like it was a movie, full of Drama, Comedy, Thriller & every other thing.. All this while I've been telling you what my life was outside my home & now something BEHIND THE SCENES, After being an above average student until my 9th grade, My family did have a lot of expectations and never caring about anything, I just did not touch my books all through my 10th boards and scoring 73% with all the grief,I had a lot of stupids things to hear from my family & guess what? I still din't care enough!

Chose P-C-M-B in my higher secondary, not of my choice, obviously! The higher secondary was always fun.. I had my own cousin, Abhishek, He was a year elder to me-In the same school! & all he advised me was, "There's no use of studying in the 11th grade, Its a mere waste, spending your time studying!" And I still have no idea of why the hell did I take this shit soo seriously!?! I was totally out of my mind all this time, this is what I realized when I was not able to understand any part of any subject in my 12th!

All those HIGH EXPECTATIONS din't take a second to become NO FAITH! When the the chances of me scoring 40% in my boards were getting down to NULL! I had her, Yes! Adeela stood by me, she was the only one who had some faith that I could score well, at least not as low as 40% *Tongue out smiley*

I was not tortured at home nor they ever cared and this possibly was the reason why I din't care either! Not for anyone but for her, I had to do it! It was she with me whom I'm gonna spend my life with!

"I Longed For Her Each day & Neither Words Nor The Memories Ever Did The Justice But Her Smile Did It Always!"

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